2010年4月18日 星期日

我的人生導師 - 李老師

話說我的行動力真是驚人,大概半個月前趁著休假特地跑去台北逛了三家爬店,當天就帶了一隻四趾陸龜回家。老闆說竟然有人會買四趾這麼冷門的龜種,可是我就是喜歡他們黃黃像顆波羅麵包的樣子阿!

這次取烏龜的名字一點都不傷腦筋,當初我的MSN上暱稱寫著:這麼累,一定要買隻陸龜才行。結果小門看到(明明都在家只是不同房間)馬上敲我說:養你老師。於是就決定把我第一隻陸龜取名為李老師,正好小門姓李,心裡暗自得意自己的小聰明。

雖然養陸龜前做了很多功課,知道設備是不能省的,但是我實在非常想採取放養的飼養方法,讓陸龜在家裡地板爬來爬去,所以想養一隻比較能適應天氣變化,夏天不用什麼設備就很OK的陸龜。正好四趾是歐系的龜種,原產地是地中海型氣候,早晚溫差大因此相對的對天氣適應力比較強。於是根本沒準備設備就把李老師帶回家了。

回家第一天李老師吃飯排便都很正常,沒想到第二天開始就不吃了,也不大動都窩在同一個角落。請教了有養龜的爬友加上帶李老師去爬蟲動物醫院看醫生後,發現可能是溫度不夠,於是我馬上買了紅外線聚熱燈,把他的窩的熱點提高到三十五度,沒想到隔天李老師就開始會吃飯了,看到他肯吃飯我都要哭了。後來又觀察到李老師走路時後腳都拖著地,龜殼好像撐不起來,醫生說很可能是因為缺鈣,我也在他的晚餐裡加了鈣粉。就這樣看起來還可以了幾天,直到昨天我發現他窩在自己的尿上一天都不動,晚上馬上再帶去看醫生,醫生建議做血檢及糞檢,由於昨天正好醫生人手不夠,只好讓李老師住院一晚,隔天再去接他順便看報告。

昨晚下班後已經凌晨了才發現動物醫院打來電話留言說,李老師糞檢結果發現他的寄生蟲多到一種境界,據說是可以放進教科書的程度,建議照個X光。隔天早上我馬上回電話問李老師的情況,醫生說他血檢結果腎功能與肝功能都有問題,可能是寄生蟲太多的關係。由於我自己腎也不是很好,深知道腎不好真的是很嚴重的問題,我跟小門說:怎麼辦,李老師腎功能不正常,於是突然就哭了,眼淚沒辦法控制地一滴一滴掉下來。

沒想到小門的反應讓我整個無法理解,他說:那去跟老闆換一隻或叫他退錢。

我真的沒想到有人會是這樣的反應,我的想法是:我買了我就會好好照顧他,即使他生病,我花再多錢也要把他治好。從來沒想過要去換貨或是退錢的問題,如果我去換了一隻健康的回來,那李老師怎麼辦,對方會幫他治病嗎?答案很清楚的是不會。雖然跟李老師也不是多有感情,我記得小門曾經問我,你上班時會想趕快回家看李老師嗎?我斬釘截鐵地說不會。畢竟烏龜不是貓狗,平常根本沒什麼互動,說多愛他之類的其實是很矯情的。但是他是一條生命,想到一條寶貴的生命有消失的可能,我就會悲傷地無法承受。

小門要趕下午的飛機去大陸出差,早上還是載我去台北帶李老師。醫生跟我說李老師的狀況,主要就是寄生蟲太多導致腎臟及肝臟出現異常,尿酸高到破表且確實是有缺鈣的情況,昨晚已經開始了驅蟲的療程,並建議我平常要早晚幫他泡水,餵食的青菜也要選擇低蛋白質含量的,例如地瓜葉與空心菜。下次回診是兩個禮拜後,但這其間如果有空的話可以每隔兩三天就帶他過去打個點滴,這對我是有點困難的畢竟我住桃園醫院在台北,不過我還是會視情況盡力而為。

醫生還說昨晚幫李老師糞檢發現他的寄生蟲那麼多時,他們在想跟我說後我應該會拿去店家換吧。我聽了馬上說,怎麼可能,我正好因為男友有這樣的想法跟他吵了一架。醫生說有些畜主的龜明明養了很久,但是只是生個小病就急著把他賣掉,說真的我實在很無法理解這樣的想法。結完帳出院門口時,醫生還跑出來跟我說,不要因為這種事跟男友吵架,這是男女觀念的不同(醫生是女生),並不是他人不好,我頓時覺得好溫暖好溫暖,雖然還是無法理解,但是瞬間覺得可以不去在意了。

這次全部的費用包括血檢、糞檢、兩張X光、打鈣針、驅蟲等,總共三千一百元,說真的都可以再買一隻了,跟朋友說帶烏龜去看醫生花了三千塊,別人都一副不可置信的臉,但是我不會覺得心疼,希望回家照醫生叮嚀的方式照顧李老師後,他有機會可以恢復健康活力。李老師是我的第一隻陸龜,雖然他不是一隻健康的陸龜,但是在治療的過程中讓我學到許多照顧陸龜需具備的知識以及對待生命應有的態度,真的是我的人生導師阿XDDD。



2010年4月17日 星期六

Good Life



近五年烏雲籠罩的生活終於在最近漸漸看得到陽光。做著一份稍微跟興趣有些許關連的工作,雖然也不是過得多麼地快樂充實,年紀不小了還在最底的基層苟延殘喘,薪水又微薄到每個人聽到都會想在我臉上寫個慘字,但是心裡稍稍有終於平靜下來的感覺,沒想到我也可以這麼平凡地幸福著,這是半年前的我從來意想不到的。

一路上跌跌撞撞,每次站起來又被擊倒,到現在心態是:只要有一份喜歡的工作可以勉強養活自己,閒暇時間可以盡情鑽研自己的興趣,那就是一種快樂。不期待自己事業有成,徹底認清自己後心裡竟然豁然地開朗。就像法國小說「刺蝟的優雅」裡的荷妮一般,雖然做著不起眼的門房工作,但是關起門來卻可以自由自在地書海裡遨遊,享受自己人生光彩奪目的另一面。即使別人看不到,但卻是完完全全屬於自己的燦爛。記得當初去長春戲院看電影版時,雖然影片是平淡地陳述,但是我心裡是如此的澎湃洶湧,激動地不能自己。想著,也許我可以像這樣,不畏懼世俗的眼光,不在意名利或富貴,寧靜地生活著。

然而,人總是不知足的。我竟然決定放棄現在的生活,到另一個全然陌生的環境裡去。我知道這是很大的冒險,也許我會走回頭路,屆時又回到原點。但是即使現在的我安於也樂於平凡,還是期許自己保有超然灑脫的精神,下一份工作到底會怎麼樣?我不知道。我只知道不去我會後悔,如果去了後悔,那到時候再靠腰吧!人生本來就是一種冒險,不是嗎?

Good Life by Onerepublic,是我最近很喜歡的一首歌,每次在小門車上總是repeat到不行。歌詞跟我現在的心境很相似,常常聽著這首歌,想像著未來生活的藍圖。希望以後的生活還是-Good Good Life。




[Verse 1]

Woke up in London yesterday
Found myself in the city near Piccadilly
Don't really know how I got here
I got some pictures on my phone

New names and numbers that I don't know
Address to places like Abbey Road
Day turns to night, night turns to whatever we want
We're young enough to say

[Chorus]

Oh this has gotta be the good life
This has gotta be the good life
This could really be a good life, good life

Say oh, got this feeling that you can't fight
Like this city is on fire tonight
This could really be a good life
A good, good life

[Verse 2]

To my friends in New York, I say hello
My friends in L.A. they don't know
Where I've been for the past few years or so
Paris to China to Col-or-ado

Sometimes there's airplanes I can' t jump out
Sometimes there's bullshit that don't work now
We are god of stories but please tell me-e-e-e
What there is to complain about

[Bridge 1]

When you're happy like a fool
Let it take you over
When everything is out
You gotta take it in

[Bridge 2]

Hopelessly
I feel like there might be something that I'll miss
Hopelessly
I feel like the window closes oh so quick
Hopelessly
I'm taking a mental picture of you now
'Cuz hopelessly
The hope is we have so much to feel good about

2010年2月25日 星期四

沒禮貌

安安這孩子平常總是很照顧稱稱,兩貓就像兄妹一樣感情很好。

但有時真的很沒水準,你看看他那個腳,有點禮貌好不好阿!好想從他的頭上巴下去...




2009年看最多次的一支MV

絕對是Taylor Swift的You Belong With Me。

一來是這支MV在音樂台實在打的太兇了,二來是男主角個人私心地認為笑起來很帥,因此每次轉到我一定會乖乖紮紮實實地把它看完。這種YA風格的MV真的是很可愛阿,科科。




You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said
'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You, you belong with me, you belong with me

Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time, how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me?
You belong with me

Oasis - Stop Crying Your Heart Out

除了Don't Look Back In Anger以外,這是我最喜歡的一首Oasis的作品,也是電影「蝴蝶效應」與「新郎不是我」的主題曲。(有時想想這些吸毒的傢伙竟然能創作出這麼激勵人心的歌曲實在是太詭異了。)小門被我薰陶到手機鈴聲就是這首歌的副歌,實在很想叫他換別首因為我也好想用這首當鈴聲喔!

最近發現女歌手Leona在她的新專輯裡竟然有翻唱這首歌,找來聽完後真的讓我很不開心,這首歌根本不適合這樣唱阿,真的是把我的愛歌唱壞了,難怪她這張賣不好XD。

Oasis - Stop Crying Your Heart Out


Leona Lewis - Stop Crying Your Heart Out



Hold on
Hold on
Don't be scared
You'll never change what's been and gone

May your smile (and your smile)
Shine on (shine on)
Don't be scared
Your destiny will keep you warm

Cos all of the stars have faded away
Just try not to worry
you'll see them some day
Take what you need
and be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Get up (get up)
Come on (come on)
Why you scared (I'm not scared)
You'll never change what's been and gone
Cos all of the stars have faded away
Just try not to worry
you'll see them some day
Take what you need
and be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Cos all of the stars have faded away
Just try not to worry
you'll see them some day
Take what you need
and be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Where are all the stars?
We're fading away
Just try not to worry
you'll see us some day
Just take what you need
and be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

男生都愛的小禮物

昨天跟大學時候的學長一起吃飯,吃完逛遠百樓下的超市時,看到一樣我覺得只要是男生都會愛的一樣商品,於是很貼心地買了這個小禮物回家給小門。

我所謂男生都會愛的小禮物就是這個:啤酒+比基尼美女!!沒錯吧沒錯吧!!這商品真的是太強大了阿!!

這啤酒是比利時產的,瓶身的美女圖有很多款,這款是我覺得比較正的。(我跟學長強烈地懷疑這個比基尼可以用硬幣像刮彩券般刮開,害我非常地期待。)

Sexy Lager,真的是很性感的淡啤酒阿!!

剛剛跟小門一起開來享用,奇怪了我怎麼覺得一點都不淡><,才喝幾口我就開始不舒服,到現在都快天亮了還睡不著,嗚嗚。


PS:結果比基尼是刮不掉的,我半夜刮了半天都快把人家胸部刮爛了還是沒有什麼東西><。

氣質小龜

這幾天我發現很有趣的事:小龜不喜歡搖滾樂XD。每次我聽我個人很愛的muse的時候他就開始暴走,頻頻拍缸似乎要我把音樂關掉,我改放蘇珊大嬸時他就慢慢安靜下來,看來是很有氣質的一隻烏龜阿。

小龜討厭的Muse:Resistance。


小龜喜歡的蘇珊大嬸:Cry Me A River。